What happened to the wide eyed boy?

The loss of my self

So everything is easy
I always win and all is mine,
What happened to the dreamer
Who only needed time?

I’m numb with satisfaction
No idea where I should go,
What happened to the wide eyed boy
Who just wanted to know?

The flashing lights and fantasies
Done and gone and all has-beens,
What happened to the wild child
Living for his dreams?

Now I’m lost and wondering
No idea what I should do.
What happened to the man
Who only needed you?