Before you kick the chair…

What I’d say if I could talk to you now.

It was an ordinary Sunday evening in April 2015 and I was sitting on my sofa surprised to have found MacGyver re-runs on the television. I didn’t have enough energy to really pay attention, enjoying the solitude that had become so rare since the birth of my second daughter 9 months earlier. MacGyver was on a cliff for some reason, and a female friend of his was climbing it. She slipped, he couldn’t save her and she was gone. Perfect light entertainment.